Christmas Eve in the early morn:
An open window and a strong wind.
She was strong and opened herself
To me in the brisk morning
As I braced myself for her parting
Gift of unutterable loneliness.
It was her gift I needed
To be alone and to weep
That she was not with me.
Why should I not keep
This window open, and listen
To the falling rain, and let
This pain fall to meet me
In the desert of my longing?
Do you need to speak
Like the wind, like the rain?
I will listen.
Do you need to weep
For lost nights and lost days?
I will weep with you.
I want nothing more
Than to weep with you,
And on that long awaited night
When there is nothing more that I want,
I still will live
To weep with you.