Even in the tortured city, morning comes. And even the ice concealing the form will feel the sun, and melt, and reveal a man twice-born, given breath, made real. But such a grand notion seems fit for dreams when even the yearning for peace, and a place to call home, has frozen solid, like a great river that can’t move all winter to the sea. Let’s call the frozen form, once-born, a poker player, way down on his luck, and place him at a table in Atlantic City. Say he’s down to his last couple of bucks and facing the final hand before dawn. He won't take the risk and go all-in, but somehow he’s too proud to fold, take what he has left into the street, and try to survive another day. What will our poor poker player do? Whether or not anyone asked for it, the gates of hell have broken open, and from the shell-shocked look on the man’s face, anyone as well-stocked as he happens to be in the records of the battered and broken-hearted would know at a glance the contents, or lack thereof, of this man’s heart, and how those contents have been strewn across the continent like abandoned belongings dropped at random out of a plane. Where do all those forgotten things go? Wherever wind and gravity take them. This frozen figure, this poker player, he thought he knew every inch of the iced-over river. He better start thinking again. He better start praying again to be born out of the womb of the weirdly lit casino into the tortured city in the morning light.
Ice
Haiku 12.14.19
Fog. Ice. Dark blue night.
Bogged heart, mooned mind: fine, true. Still—
Flip, turn, start anew.