The body pushed to its limit, and then some. The heart ambushed by loss. The mind confined to its narrow repetitive lines. Lord, you know how lost and impoverished I have become. How little is left here but a pitiful flood of unwept tears. What she said, and later regretted saying, is no less true. I have no direction. I don’t have it now, and I never did. So direct me, omnipotent Director. Let me loose to love and serve and give you glory. To live as a free man might choose to live. Let me not tarry here for longer than necessary. I have already done that, and then some. It’s getting late. November again, and thirty Novembers come and gone. And the late autumn wind, I don’t have a clue what it’s saying. I can’t decipher a tale of daring in its chill refrain. I can only read the numbers on the fraying calendar. And the numbers don’t lie. The numbers say it’s almost December. And I can’t remember why I’m here.
3 thoughts on “The Numbers Don’t Lie”
“The mind confined to its narrow repetitive lines. “. A really good line right there.
The body exhausted;
The heart ambushed;
The mind confined;
and yet still the soul longs.
So poignant, rich and meaningful. “It’s getting late. November again.” Those two lines are so rich in meaning. You have an amazing ability to express your emotions in words.
“ Let me loose to love and serve and give you glory”… That sounds like a beautiful direction. ❤️
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